SMART.

the one thing i want to do is to get smarter.

life smarter.
i want to be smart like a kid.

i need to exit out all the adult stuff that's stupid about me, and keep the experience stuff and call it a day.

a toast to being a child.

clink your glasses. this is a good one.

think about about it rationally and not like an adult, but not like a kid either.

LAZY.

i'm starting to get lazy again. i think i was pretty unlazy for a while, as far as working on the things i wanted to work on.
i'm still working on the things i like to work on, i just don't think i'm putting as much effort in to them as i did a couple of weeks ago even.

the things:
school.
music.
photo.

i think that's mainly what i'm talking about.